Me..

From now on, your happiness will be my priority

I'll kill my emotions

So you wont get hurt, if I tell you about how I feel

If the sadness is still in my heart

Then I'll rip them apart

I won't let it get over me

So you won't get hurt anymore

Eventhough it hurts me

But

I'm sure

I can find my happiness

Just by seeing your happy face

I'm sick of hurting you

I hate it at any cost

That's why

I'll kill every sadness you've caused

Then, you will not get hurt because of me anymore

I don't care about my sadness anymore

I don't care about my emotions anymore

Except one

It's love

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oh Allah, please, erase her pain

Erase her pain I've caused to her

May be I can't erase it

But, I'm sure You can

For You're The owner of power

oh Allah, please, make her happiness be mine

Don't let her fall into sadness because of me

For You're The one who gives light and happiness

oh Allah, please, dont let myself

Be the one who hurts her

Make myself the best for her

And make herself the best for me

For You're The most understanding one

oh Allah

Don't let myself be her pain

Don't let myself be her sadness

Don't let myself be her emptiness

oh Allah

Please, dont let her hate me

After bad things I've done to her

oh Allah

Please accept my du'a

For you're The hearing one

The one who accepts du'a

Aameen